Im in class! Just finished writing a midterm. It was so easy.
Anyway, I'm so sick. Stupid stuffy nose. I fell asleep at about 9 last night which is weird because ever since school started I've been up until 3 or 4 in the morning writing stupid essays.

I keep sniffing. And the classroom is quite because people are still writing tests. I hate when that happens. I love this class though. It's my favourite. We learn about ghosts and urban legends and superstitions. But my ears are all stuffy, too. I can't hear anything! It's so annoying.

Anyway. In three weeks I will say "three weeks left of the semester!" At which point I can say "One more semester then I'm done second year!" Then I can say "Half way done university!"

I think I want to go to grad school. I want to take paleontology. Which is weird because I've always been an art student. But I've liked dinosaurs since I was a kid. So... yeah... I've been looking into Yale. It looks good. But I still have 2 years left. And I change my mind a lot. So it most likely wont happen. But whatever.

My head hurts. And this girl just came into the room and she's soooo loud. Okay, she left.

I went to my friends classes at the University of Toronto a few weeks ago. That was fun. But I actually prefer my school. I like small classes. There's about 40 in this one. That's my biggest. My smallest is 15. Compared to a couple hundred at UofT.

Anyway. I'm going to go. See yuh.

PS. I bought my Halloween costume. It's Wonder Woman. It's fantastic.

I'm blue.

-.-

August 16th? Well then. That was a fast summer. Long summer. I've been off since April? A lot has happened, I suppose. Not really.
Lets start with April. I got stung by a bee. That was rather horrible. Then I went to see 17 Again with my friend. That was fun. Amazing movie, indeed. This was also the month I developed my fear of spiders. Long story. Maybe another day. I went downtown with my mother to see an agent. The plan was to audition for commercials all summer. That didn't happen. The agent said I needed to take more acting classes. That made me feel like nothing would ever come of this and that it would just be a waste of time. So nothing happened with that. This was also the month my brother got the keys to his house.

May was alright. We spent May at my brothers house fixing things up. That's about it. I also cleaned my brothers room, packed his things up and then moved all of my things into his room. Now I have a new room.

June was fun. I got a free two week gym membership at the new gym by my house. My friend got it for me and we went together pretty much every morning. For two weeks. Oh, and I took driving school.

I turned 19 in July. Went to a casino and came out with a hundred bucks. I also told my best friend that I liked him. That didn't go as planned. Then we worked together at the Canadian open for a week. I was a bartender. It was fun.

August sucks. My best friend told me he doesn't want me speaking to him. The same day I had a fever of 102 and couldn't get off the couch. I actually haven't done much since. 17 Again came out on DVD. Watched it twice more. It came with a poster of Zac Efron. That's hanging on my wall or my office. My old room is now my office. Oh, I painted my room (my brothers old room) last week. And my in car lessons started. I've had three so far. Maybe about four or five left. I'm pretty excited to drive, actually.

BOYS ARE STUPID )=<

I hate boys. Why does it always end up like this? It hurts. Oh the pain. Make it stop.



Ahhhhh!

Help!!!

A year ago, I had my life planned out. I planned on going to the University of Guelph-Humber to study media studies specializing in journalism. I wanted to be a news reporter. So then I got in.

After the first week of classes I hated journalism. So I switched into the photography specialization. Im much happier there and I am very glad I did that. Then I got the job at the shopping channel. That's when it hit me. Is this really what I am going to be doing for the rest of my life? I mean, I dont want to do weddings. I don't want to take school portraits. I just like taking pictures of things I see. It's just a hobby.

I discovered another program at another university downtown. It's a production theater program. It looks amazing and I would love to do that. And I can transfer. I could actually see myself having a career in that. And I would love it. Photography is just a hobby.

But I'm so confused as to what to do. I mean, I love my school. The classes are small. The program is small. About 150 people. about 50 per media class and 15 max. per photo class. Everyone knows each other. The school is small. One building. Four floors. No classrooms on the second floor. Professors know me. Ones I had last semester still know my name and stop me in the hall to chat. I've met amazing people there. They are some of the nicest people ever. I mean, it's still my first year, they are still just acquaintances. But I'm not happy in the program. Well, I mean, I am. Just not for the rest of my life.

Last year I had to say good bye to some of my best friends. Then in september I began the process of making new ones. I don't know if I want to do that all over again. In a bigger school. With thousands of people. Downtown. I've never moved before. I've always lived here. Same house, same friends. Now that's all changing.

I would love to do theater. So should I do it?